I hate arguing. Its so stupid to me. My friend just dont get that i prefer to talk online and that i like to use tumblr as a place to be me like i cant in a real world. Im so done with all this shit. She respects nothing i do and shes constantly trying to control me. She expects me to do everything she says but if i want something she doesnt wanna do it. Im fucking done with it all. Ive had enough im not anyones puppet dammit but when shes around i feel that thats all i am. Everything i do is wrong in her eyes…im just done. Im done with everything being over over complicated by her im done with trying to please im done letting her make me feel like i suck. She stresses me more than she does me good i wanna throttle her nowadays more than hug her. Im sorry if i sound like a baby. I dont mean to bombard my followers dashboards with my mess but i need somewhere to vent…i cant do it on facebook my family members take everything the wrong way…i just want to be left alone, i just wanna be free to be me. Its not too much to ask right? My freedom will no longer be chained.

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